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Scared Fearless

by Daphne Parker Powell

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1.
When all the love this world can hold won’t set things right, I wake up alone And I recall the shit I said to you last night too late to say I’m wrong I try to turn desires into virtues, find some purity of heart In this hunger for your salt lick skin one more time before we part Don’t let that sun go down, don’t let that sun go down Cause I might not be here in the morning (2x) I’ve been around enough to know what I don’t want, but you and I could make a go So won’t you pop another can of courage and lead me out on the floor We could toss our histories out the window, kick some gravel off the road We could point the car into the sun and let it all unfold
2.
It took a moment to learn, a lifetime to master and every day goes by now just a little bit faster But who gives a damn about my good name? No, I’ll bet it all on a young man’s game I left room for the holy ghost, but the love it gave me was cold at most If you give me passion, I can bear the pain You know I bet it all on a young man’s game Playing with fire keeps me warm at night, it hurts like hell but it helps me write So lights out, baby, set me aflame I’m all in on a young man’s game I can dream like a child with faith in spades, always knew I’d rather burn out than fade It only takes one kiss to never be the same You know I bet it all on a young man’s game And if I’m in for a penny I’m in for a pound, queen of hearts and her crooked crown And I’ve got nobody but myself to blame If I lose it all on a young man’s game
3.
You never told the truth when you were drinking You never told the truth when you were straight I will carry your secret to the Devil’s Door But I don’t think I wanna see you any more You were beautiful, talented, everyone adored you And anything you could want, we would do it for you But the darkness gets in under everybody’s skin in time And I guess you thought you would be the one to make it out alive Then there was all of this living we did alongside it I was taken in by your desire to fight it But like the pull of the Moon, its hold over you denied it And strong as it was, my love was not enough to right it When you’d had enough, you unleashed a wild cruelty And in my pain and my fear I am destroying our history I guess we only take photos of happier times As I watch them blister and burn
4.
All your rainy day women, you’ve got one in every town Just to make sure that the road never gets you down Never gets you down, never gets you down But you didn’t much like your reflection down in the bottom of that glass So you tried to give up the bottle but it didn’t last No it didn’t last, no it didn’t last Can’t figure why you still feel empty when everything is going right You just wrap your knuckles ‘round it and hold on for dear life Got to hold on tight, got to hold on, got to hold on tight Got to hold on, got to hold on, got to hold on tight We’re all searchin’ for somethin’ we know damn well we’re never gonna find So we just tank up on our vices and try to pass the time Got to pass the time
5.
There are those who would sin by silence, and there are those who are always crying wolf I am everything you’ve asked me to be and more, still it’s not enough And I know you are not in love with me But you are not the first to help me skin up my knees on wet blacktop in summer heat But your love it has a hot head and cold feet While mine is all blind desire and vanity If it’s not too much to ask, would you just give me tonight To rub these stars from my eyes, then you can break my heart tomorrow You can break my heart tomorrow, just break my heart tomorrow The life well-lived they say is the best revenge, Easier said than done and I’d never look to hurt you But you offer me my freedom as if that’s what I want, as if somehow that would lighten my load But you know your way around the darkness just as well as me You ask about my silence though you know that I won’t speak Just be here when I wake up, that’s all I really need Cause I know that you are not in love with me
6.
Should you ever find yourself broken, at a loss for the words to say You’ll find no rest in this beautiful mess, but I wouldn’t want you any other way Should you ever find yourself faithless, feel like you’re sinking down I don’t know much about heavenly stuff but I can help you get your feet on the ground Should you ever find yourself weary you can lay all your burdens on me And though we walk in the shadow of the valley of death We will walk it together in peace Should you ever find yourself beaten, steam-driven put away wet Small hope I’ll afford, I have laid down my sword But I haven’t laid my hammer down yet Now I haven’t laid my hammer down yet, no I haven’t laid my hammer down yet
7.
One of these days, little darlin’ when you tire of all their pretty lies You’ll find your faith in me has only grown with time You’ll hear the West Coast callin’, Big sur still knows our names As thought we’d never left, so my love for you remains One of these days, one of these days, one of these days, one of these days And though I may not be the one who got away I am the one you call to tell about your day One of these days, little darlin’ will be the last time I pick up And feel my own heart break when you tell me that you think she is the one One of these days, little darlin’ you will miss the way I taste You’ll scroll through your phone, lookin’ for another pretty face Someone who’ll understand you and love you as you are Still you know I’ll answer when you knock upon my door
8.
Hey Jack O’ Diamonds, don’t I know you of old I caught air on the water when I knew that I should fold Now you’ve gotta be going, and my heart isn’t broken Because it takes one to know one, still I hate to see you go And I’ve never seen a wild thing sorry for itself I’ll take your advice now and go back to being The girl behind glass who looks like an angel you once knew But I might leave the ashtray out a couple of more days Because it is the last trace that you ever came through And/No I’ve never seen a wild thing sorry for itself And I have never been, never been No I have never been one to start fires But to rise from the ashes, first you must burn
9.
Some Fool 04:25
For a few gentle months you lay down beside me naked as you were born Blue eyed, broken and hungry for a truth to unmake your scorn Some fool in my heart said that you could be made whole Some fool in my heart said the missing piece is you When there were no lines to hold me I set out into a gale And in the height of the storm I mistook an anchor for a sail In the calm hereafter I see a glint of light On the surface above me and I know that I must rise If given a word with my younger self I wonder what I would say Would I shatter my illusions or dive headlong into mistakes I wish I’d made? Some fool in my head said you know you think too much Some fool in my head said you know it will never be enough
10.
Songbirds 04:17
The ocean’s always had a call too strong to disobey But this time through these mountains damn near took my breath away I was never one for stayin’ still, and I must keep travelin’ on But I will make my way back to these hills before the leaves have turned and gone I don’t wanna let you go just yet, can’t we lay here just a little longer And listen to the songbirds callin’ in the day Till the ghosts of the highway come to spirit me away? Redemption comes in soft, pillowmarks across your cheek Your face too close to focus on is the best thing that I’ve seen And every day I’m out there chasin’ down this crazy dream I will hear this valley calling me back to Tennessee It’s true what they say about missing what you’ve had I lay awake all night and I think of what you said You won’t know where you belong until you’ve been away too long My bags are packed for drivin’ but my home is in your arms
11.
Dressed in chains and carnations, you practice your divination And I am hopelessly lost in your prestige Don't a ship need an anchor? And don't a ship need a sail? Here I am making my bed in the belly of a whale Lie to me, lie to me, please just be kind to me I know I'll get no sympathy here Ain't it sad how nothing binds us together like a common enemy? Ain't it sad how nothing tears us apart like love from a stranger? The bets we have hedged are gathering dark Till the thunder rolls in and breaks them apart Don't we fear what we hope for and hear what we want? Now you leaf through the pages of my open book And you ink in the margins one perfect hook As I put on my makeup and the curtains rise I know how this thing will end before the first line dries
12.
Kick your boots up on my table, it’s so rare that I am able to fall Your shoulder felt like home and I can’t help but wonder where you were 10 years ago But I can hear it on your parted lips And I can feel it in your fingertips You are counting your mistakes like the freckles on this face you’d like to kiss But I can see you have your reasons, so I’ll ask for nothing more than this Won’t you pass that guitar over, your length of ash goes raining to the floor But I will see you in the morning, hell it already is nearly down I’ll take comfort in knowing that I got nothing but the timing wrong Hey Georgia, you’ve been heavy on my mind And I wonder what town you’re playing tonight And who will be the one like me, who’ll take you home I’ll take comfort in knowing I got nothing but the timing wrong
13.
You dropped your hat down onto my head It was so big that it just fell over my ears You just smiled and said Come here, I wanna kiss you one more time Come here, little darling of mine I’ll give you something to remember me by Before you go, before you go That’s my demon at the gate and I cannot ask him to wait But you can kiss away the sorrow till we meet again Before I go, before I go My head fills with the song that you played And as my scent on your pillow fades I don’t think that I will ever be the same Without you, without you

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released June 22, 2018

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Daphne Parker Powell New Orleans, Louisiana

For her sixth album, The Starter Wife singer-songwriter Daphne Parker Powell swan dives into a maelstrom of divorce and rises from the wreckage weary, wiser, and ready to take herself a whole lot less seriously. This is cinema verite in song, boldly exploring the disposability of forever after. ... more

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